Do you know why I opened this channel. I devoted it something or someone. I don't know who exactly this is. Someone I still love.

Today I am here with her. I know I shouldn't.

She told she loved another one.

It Hurt me so much.

I always told myself I don't like to be loved or love. Love doesn't exist. She told me I still love her. She loves another. How can it be possible. I am still wondering

2 years ago I started to love someone who is forbidden to be loved by me because of blood problems

Do you know what happened when she told me she has been loving another man for 1.5 years. I finally realized that I love her so much simply because I have never felt something like that "Fear". Fear of losing her

No cry. I have never cried so far. Staying away from her can help me to forget her. But on every Sunday. I have to come where she lives. Watching her from far away.

If you love someone, you need to learn how to respect her wishes. But I can't. Still can't. Deterring her from loving someone. Doing something so protect her. No no problem at all. Just to be sure. You know, it is impossible to be together with her. But I keep loving her. Maybe one day I will forget everything about her. Even her voice, appearence, laugh, for now. No forcing. Just staying away and watching how she is loving another alternative one

I have another channel, But unfortunately I can't be anonymous there

Just respect me.

My advise to you. Just be sure you are chosen or doesn't matter how hard you try if you choose wrong person. Wait For someone to choose you. Don't love anyone until that