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来德州一周,在生活上已经逐渐熟悉新的环境。开始吃上 VD 和 b12,连不见天日的冬天也适应了。

比起刚来动不动就哭,现在已经处于非常平静的状态。最近一次流眼泪是12月31日在 Brandenburg, 欧洲最大的跨年夜跨年。零点放完烟花,舞台还在唱歌跳舞,人们开始慢慢向出口散去。在这一段长达两公里的路上,路边有很多餐车、小吃和搭建的 techno 舞台,高处还有屏幕转播着舞台的画面。

2025年1月1日的凌晨,我在这条人潮涌动的路上走着,看着人们一边拎着啤酒,一边跟着歌扭动身体。歌唱到高潮的时候,人流也会跟着大声歌唱,然后停下来跳舞。就这么走着、唱着、跳着。

彼时是柏林的新年,冬夜萧瑟,寒风凛冽,然而满城都绽放着巨大而灿烂的烟花。我在摩肩接踵的人群中突然感到一种难以名状的悲伤,一种全身都被悲伤吞噬了的无所适从。好像关了声音的电影画面 —— 那么多开心的人从你身边穿过,那么多漂亮的烟花在你身边升起,techno下涌动着年轻而明亮的身体,酒杯碰在一起时溅起了乳白色的啤酒花…..

而这一切,与你无关。

我一直不知道怎么去表达那天的感受,不是嫉妒,不是孤独,不是难过,或者说不是单纯的这些。直到今天在翻《德黑兰来信》作者伍勤的微博,有人提到「天真的残忍」这个词。我觉得没有什么词比它更能形容这个跨年夜的场景了。

被这样的快乐冒犯到,同时意识到这辈子可能也不会拥有这样的快乐了。

2025.1.1
hayami于柏林



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来德州一周,在生活上已经逐渐熟悉新的环境。开始吃上 VD 和 b12,连不见天日的冬天也适应了。

比起刚来动不动就哭,现在已经处于非常平静的状态。最近一次流眼泪是12月31日在 Brandenburg, 欧洲最大的跨年夜跨年。零点放完烟花,舞台还在唱歌跳舞,人们开始慢慢向出口散去。在这一段长达两公里的路上,路边有很多餐车、小吃和搭建的 techno 舞台,高处还有屏幕转播着舞台的画面。

2025年1月1日的凌晨,我在这条人潮涌动的路上走着,看着人们一边拎着啤酒,一边跟着歌扭动身体。歌唱到高潮的时候,人流也会跟着大声歌唱,然后停下来跳舞。就这么走着、唱着、跳着。

彼时是柏林的新年,冬夜萧瑟,寒风凛冽,然而满城都绽放着巨大而灿烂的烟花。我在摩肩接踵的人群中突然感到一种难以名状的悲伤,一种全身都被悲伤吞噬了的无所适从。好像关了声音的电影画面 —— 那么多开心的人从你身边穿过,那么多漂亮的烟花在你身边升起,techno下涌动着年轻而明亮的身体,酒杯碰在一起时溅起了乳白色的啤酒花…..

而这一切,与你无关。

我一直不知道怎么去表达那天的感受,不是嫉妒,不是孤独,不是难过,或者说不是单纯的这些。直到今天在翻《德黑兰来信》作者伍勤的微博,有人提到「天真的残忍」这个词。我觉得没有什么词比它更能形容这个跨年夜的场景了。

被这样的快乐冒犯到,同时意识到这辈子可能也不会拥有这样的快乐了。

2025.1.1
hayami于柏林

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