Your kindness, burns me.
I'm a sinner, a liar,
an incarnate,
of what should be abhorred,
yet, you look at me, with that
kind, ocean, warm gaze.
It burns my skin.
My eyes.
It seizes my being.
#scribble
I'm a sinner, a liar,
an incarnate,
of what should be abhorred,
yet, you look at me, with that
kind, ocean, warm gaze.
It burns my skin.
My eyes.
It seizes my being.
#scribble
Oh Sweetheart,
If only you knew what withers inside,
If only I could scream what shatters inside;
These walls would be torn,
and this house would be a home.
___
It's not your fault,
I fall apart.
It's not your fault,
I'm trapped in this vault.
#scribble #OC #pillowthoughts
If only you knew what withers inside,
If only I could scream what shatters inside;
These walls would be torn,
and this house would be a home.
___
It's not your fault,
I fall apart.
It's not your fault,
I'm trapped in this vault.
#scribble #OC #pillowthoughts
Somwhere between the lines,
of you and I,
yours and mine,
We forgot,
there used to be
an 'us.'
#pillowthoughts
of you and I,
yours and mine,
We forgot,
there used to be
an 'us.'
#pillowthoughts
I'm exhausted of your love.
It weighs me down,
Suffocates my being,
traps me in this cage,
and yet you call it freeing.
#OC
It weighs me down,
Suffocates my being,
traps me in this cage,
and yet you call it freeing.
#OC
Please let me go,
If you can't hold me tight,
Please let me leave,
If you can't be mine.
I'm tired of running in circles.
Hoping, begging, praying,
to be the reflection in your eyes.
#Scribble
If you can't hold me tight,
Please let me leave,
If you can't be mine.
I'm tired of running in circles.
Hoping, begging, praying,
to be the reflection in your eyes.
#Scribble
I envy his eyes,
I envy his lies,
I envy his words,
I envy his sword.
I envy the way he holds you,
the way he wraps you in his arms.
I envy his love, I envy his heart,
I envy that you held him,
while we fell apart.
#love
I envy his lies,
I envy his words,
I envy his sword.
I envy the way he holds you,
the way he wraps you in his arms.
I envy his love, I envy his heart,
I envy that you held him,
while we fell apart.
#love
I was raised a silenced child,
I never learnt to scream.
I was raised on expectations,
never taught to dream.
#Scribble
I never learnt to scream.
I was raised on expectations,
never taught to dream.
#Scribble
I stood proudly in the mirror;
I wore his shirt,
I wore his trousers,
I wore his badges,
and I stepped in his shoes today.
My mother fixed my tie with misty eyes.
Amber orbs drowning in grief.
I looked at myself again,
bursting into an ugly cry.
__
He is no longer here,
to pat me on the shoulder,
and say, "I'm proud of you, son."
#OC #Scribble
I wore his shirt,
I wore his trousers,
I wore his badges,
and I stepped in his shoes today.
My mother fixed my tie with misty eyes.
Amber orbs drowning in grief.
I looked at myself again,
bursting into an ugly cry.
__
He is no longer here,
to pat me on the shoulder,
and say, "I'm proud of you, son."
#OC #Scribble
I embrace the hand that holds the blade,
I blame the edge,
I blame the knife.
I embrace the salt on the wound,
I blame the thread that stitched the flesh,
I blame the strife.
How can love, be so bitter?
Surely, It's my fault.
#pillowthoughts
I blame the edge,
I blame the knife.
I embrace the salt on the wound,
I blame the thread that stitched the flesh,
I blame the strife.
How can love, be so bitter?
Surely, It's my fault.
#pillowthoughts
Let's run away.
Far away from this town.
Just you and I;
No bullets and screams,
No betrayals and lies.
At the end of road,
we are destined to die,
holding hands, sinners entwined.
#Scribble
Far away from this town.
Just you and I;
No bullets and screams,
No betrayals and lies.
At the end of road,
we are destined to die,
holding hands, sinners entwined.
#Scribble
Maybe I truly am,
just an anecdote in everyone's story.
Just a short amusing part,
to be remembered and forgotten,
to be used and then thrown away.
It's all the same.
#random
just an anecdote in everyone's story.
Just a short amusing part,
to be remembered and forgotten,
to be used and then thrown away.
It's all the same.
#random
I gave you my shoulder
to cry on;
not to bear,
the weight of your coffin.
Where shall I bury,
this grieving heart of mine?
#Atuneofbrokenhearts
to cry on;
not to bear,
the weight of your coffin.
Where shall I bury,
this grieving heart of mine?
#Atuneofbrokenhearts