the number of hours we spent together was actually not enough. please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of leaving. please mistakenly leave your scarf in my room & come back later for it
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do you still remember how painful that night was? how tired your eyes and heart were? do you still remember how you almost ran out of your breath while you were crying and how you were trying to stop the noise you could make? do you still remember how difficult it was for you? do you still remember that heart ache? IF YES, then please grab your self-respect and do not go back to the toxic people and situations that made you go through shit. ever again.
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because everyone wants to be loved the way they love, understood the way they understand, and to be held the way they hold
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i literally have no energy left in me to hate anyone. i have no space in my heart to be salty & hold grudges. i either love you, wish you well or you don't exist for me. simple as that.
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and if someday
the uncertainty of this world
becomes too overwhelming,
i hope you remember
that i am right here
to hold your hand &
put your head on my
shoulder and tell you
we got this
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the uncertainty of this world
becomes too overwhelming,
i hope you remember
that i am right here
to hold your hand &
put your head on my
shoulder and tell you
we got this
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only karma i wish for people who did me wrong is to let them meet themselves in someone else. that's it. that's all.
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i will not wait for you
to regret losing me.
does the sun wait for
the earth to regret turning?
does the moon wait for
the night to regret ending?
the sun remains the sun,
& the moon remains the moon.
i will remain myself
with or without
your acknowledgement of
my value.
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to regret losing me.
does the sun wait for
the earth to regret turning?
does the moon wait for
the night to regret ending?
the sun remains the sun,
& the moon remains the moon.
i will remain myself
with or without
your acknowledgement of
my value.
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You know, sometimes the hardest part is giving yourself the green light to move forward, especially when the weight of the past still lingers. It's like having a key to a door you're scared to open. But here's the thing: moving on is a journey that's meant to be taken at your own pace, a pace that suits your heart's readiness. And you might be surprised, but it's okay to start healing even if those words you long for, those words of apology, never come your way. It's like walking through a path shrouded in uncertainty, hoping for an explanation that might never arrive. Healing doesn't always need the closure we imagine; it's about finding closure within yourself. The truth is, we often hold onto the hope that they'll see the pain they've caused and acknowledge it with an apology. But sometimes, that closure doesn't come. It's a silent ache that resonates deeply within, like an unfinished melody. Yet, even in the absence of their words of remorse, you have the power to write your own ending. You have the strength to heal, to piece your heart back together, and to step forward into a future you're sculpting for yourself. So, yes, it hurts. It stings to not hear the apology you deserve, the closure you crave. But remember, you're not defined by their actions or their lack of words. Your healing journey is your own, and it's about finding the strength to mend and grow, even when the path ahead is uncertain and the apologies remain unspoken.
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grief isn't as soft as it's english pronunciation on our tongue. grief. does a lot more to us. it blurs. it pierces. it aches. it haunts. it devastates. it silences & sometimes it ends
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Conversation is everything. Sometimes that's all u need to pull u out of the darkness. Someone who's willing to listen. Someone who's willing to stay, no matter how late it gets. Deep ppl w/ deep hearts & deep thoughts can sometimes save ur life. Can sometimes save u from urself
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may you never sleep feeling unloved while being in love. may you never have to apologise for asking someone to stay a bit longer. may you never be the one who can be disposed, ignored, deprioritised, left. may you never be mocked for missing someone more than they miss you. may you never feel 'too much' for having needs. may you never have to feel sorry for the mess you can be only because someone failed to embrace you whole!
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my biggest flex is my authenticity. i never pretend to be someone im not. either we vibe or we don't. atleast it's real.
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sooner or later you get over things you thought you'd never be able to. and that's one of the best feelings in the world. but you gotta put strength, discipline, efforts and patience for it. it doesn't come easy!
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If you don’t like your present situation. work hard & hustle yo way out of it.
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attachments may look cute at first. but it can also emotionally wreck you when they decide to change their tone, treatment and how they feel and you're left with one sided efforts, anxiety and physical ache. so invest yourself accordingly.
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its okay to not want people around you all the time no matter how close they are to you. sometimes solitude is the only friend you need. and that doesn't mean you are anti-social or a negative person. sometimes the soul craves a quietness that is healing for both mind and body.
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sometimes i'm surprised by how much room my heart has for the little things, even though I don't express but, it's almost a habit, a ritual, to make space. i want to remember - the first glimpse, the last hug, the first time a friend cooked for me, the first time someone bought me a flower, the moment my mother held my head gently, the last time someone held my hands. i remember. i remember too much. it's almost a blessing and a curse because you yearn for the same time while almost feeling as though a part of you stole a piece of that time and hid it somewhere in your chest, and now you can't find it. it's sad to be a human that way -a blink of an eye, and your favourite moment is in the past.
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It took me a long time to realize that not everything in life is meant to be a beautiful story. Not every person we feel something deep and moving with is meant to make a home within us. Not every person we want to spend our whole lives with is meant to be a forever. Sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how to love; and sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how not to love. How not to settle, how not to shrink ourselves ever again. Yes, sometimes people leave-but that's okay, because their lessons always stay, and that is what matters. That is what remains. It's harsh to say, but sometimes we need to accept the reality and move on for good :)
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